I've been super depressed since Friday. Dave failed his background check for KCPL, so they withdrew the job offer that he was supposed to start today. So he's going to stay on at Cenetric. Yay! More Brittany drama! I'm so excited. He can't really go looking for another job until he knows what came up on the background check, but he sent an email to the Cerner recruiter hoping to still be able to go on to the second round interviews. That was a pretty big blow... but things don't end there. No. Of course they don't...
The apartment complex is graciously giving us until the end of June to move since they didn't notify us that they wouldn't be renewing the lease. "That ship has sailed" were the words used by the complex to him. We can't find anyone that will take us because of his credit and bad rental history. No one will cosign for us. I told him we can't sign on a place unless we can pay three months rent upfront because we can never be sure if Brittany will pay or when and rent has to be paid on time. We found a guy willing to work with us, but that was when he had the KCPL job lined up and I flat refuse to get into the same mess we're already in now.
But, no, that's not all. His car was repossessed Monday. They've canceled the loan due to too much bad history, ie never keeping payments up to date. He has to a) find someone to refinance the loan with his shit credit and bad payment history or b) find another car. I'm trying to get him used to the idea of purchasing a used car outright, but he has it in his head that he can save his car or work something out. Brittany's telling him things like she'll set aside money for deposit and rent on a place and a downpayment on a new car, and it's like he doesn't understand that this is the very thing that got him in this spot in the first place. He doesn't want to live with his parents (like I want to go back to living with Andy), but I can't make him think reasonably or responsibly. Cenetric is not reliable as a source of income. Period.
I haven't showered in 4 weeks now. I just don't care. I haven't gotten out of bed since Friday anyway. I just keep taking ativan, keep sleeping, keep having nightmares. I don't much see the point in anything at the moment.